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  “Damn Rox, you want me to come before I’m inside you?” he says while laughing. I start to undo the velcro on his board shorts and yank them down. Feeling his package throbbing I can tell just how horny and hot my new lingerie makes him. Such an amazing feeling to know you can make a guy this turned on. I use my hand and start rubbing his large rod, one that I have become very well acquainted with in the last few months and it’s a wonder I can still walk I think to myself. Being as insatiable as I was, I was always in the mood for sex, and now Kade was too.

  I start to pull down his underwear and when he springs free I start licking then sucking, catching him by surprise as planned. “Oh Rox,” he moans. I deep throat and suck him as I work his shaft with one hand while the other one is massaging his balls. Up and down I suck, but I’m dripping wet, I want this hard piece of steel inside of me. He spins me into the sixty nine position and reaches around my back and unhooks my bra, definitely something he has gotten better at, the first time took him three attempts. He throws my bra to the floor and grabs a breast in his hand lightly squeezing and then he sucks a nipple into his mouth.

  “Hmmm,” I tell him as I grind into his rugged and large shaft. He seems eager as always to be inside as he pulls down my g-string and flicks it to the floor. He finds my clit and starts to rub as I moan into his mouth kissing him. I’m so desperate for a release. He enters a finger into my core.

  “Oh Rox you are so ready, dripping for me, does it make you wet sucking my cock?” he asks.

  “Mmmm,” I say and nod; it definitely turns me on when I suck on him, feeling his hardness and knowing what it’s capable of.

  I’m still rubbing him up and down while he strokes my clit but I need him inside. “I’m climbing on you baby, I need you inside of me,” I tell him hungrily.

  He nods as I adjust my legs and straddle him with my core above his tip. I feel him tense and feel the wetness of his pre come as I push the tip inside, then out, then in deeper and deeper and deeper until I’m completely filled with his glorious gift. I could do this all day, every day with this man. It feels fucking amazing!

  I start to move in a steady rhythm riding him up and down, over and over while he is massaging my clit and thrusting up to meet my every move. He pulls one breast into his mouth flicking my nipple with his tongue like I told him I liked. I am looking into his eyes and I feel completely content. Who cares about age and what others in their twenties are doing, this is contentment. I feel my release building so I increase my pace bouncing up and down. “Yes!” I scream as the waves of my orgasm hit and take me to euphoria, send tingles and amplify my feelings for this amazing man. Kade isn’t’ far behind as I feel him thrusting up into me harder and faster, going so deep.

  “Oh Rox!” he screams and moans as he comes inside me. I kiss him hard we have such a passionate connection. “That was hot,” he tells me as I climb off and collapse next to him.

  “Yep it was hot, you are hot honey,” I say giving him a well-deserved compliment. I cuddle up to him just as a horn beeps outside.

  “Well shit that was lucky,” he says smirking as he climbs off the bed and puts his boardies and t-shirt back on. “I’ll just go see if John and Eb need a hand,” he says. “Then how bout we unpack and then go for a swim babe, I need to cool down after you rode me to oblivion,” he laughs at his comment, which makes me laugh as I start to put back on my sexy lingerie. “I’m leaving; before I see you all sexy again and never let you out of this room.” He smacks my ass as he walks out. That leaves me smiling and feeling all warm and mushy, well yeah down there too. He has a way with his words that leave me breathless and feeling totally loved to the max.

  We help Ebony and John get their bags and realise we didn’t get the rest of our stuff. “You guys get distracted before?” John asks sarcastically seeming to know just what we got up to.

  I laugh and tell him, “Yep Kade is like a horny teenager.” As I head over to him and kiss him. Gone are the doubts about PDA’s other guys never seemed to want from me. Kade wraps both arms around me and kisses me back. It feels as if the world stops spinning as we gravitate to each other, nothing else or no one else matters when we are in each other’s arms. I pull away before I drag him back into our room.

  “Let’s go for a swim,” I tell him and look over to Ebony and John.

  “Great idea,” they say.

  The humidity is a killer lately and after our bedroom romp, I’m hot and bothered a lot more than usual. I make a quick trip to the bathroom then into our room to get my bikini. I’ve chosen to wear the less revealing one around his sister. It’s a cobalt blue triangle top that accentuates my breasts and it has cute little frills on the butt. Very pretty and shows off my curvy figure. I grab my sarong and tie it around my waist, it’s a short one but perfect for walking down to the sand just to cover up a bit. When I walk out Kade looks at me and his eyes check me out, raking up and down my body, he smiles. I smile back as I notice his shirt is off and make my way over to rub his six pack; damn I love the feel of his skin. Ok enough distractions.

  I grab my beach bag, towel and sunglasses throw my phone

  in and look up just in time to see Ebony come out in a tankini and board shorts, her swimmers are also cobalt blue. “Oh I love your swimmers, nice taste in colour,” I tell her laughing.

  She is also laughing and says to me, “Great minds think alike.” Okay well that broke the ice and I think we will be just fine.

  The water is still warm from the sun, even though it’s later in the afternoon. It cools my skin and instantly takes the sweat and smell of sex away, I laugh to myself thinking how we just finished before they turned up. Kade runs at me and dives in splashing me. “Hey,” I yell jokingly. I am feeling so cool and fresh now. He swims up to me and grabs me, damn this boy is insatiable I’ve created a monster. He just can’t keep his hands off me and I feel the exact same way as I rub his back.

  We head back and the boys cook a barbeque while Ebony and I chat on the lounge. She is a teacher and very placid and calm natured. She does look like her mother, same coloured eyes, brown but not as dark as Kades. “Did you know that Kade used to be covered in pimples?” she tells me laughing, I’m assuming it’s from the two glasses of red wines she had to drink.

  “Oh my god no way!” I scream. He has perfect olive skin so I can’t believe it.

  “Yep, terrible in high school so the doctor prescribed tablets and presto they went away,” she adds. “His whole demeanour changed, he wasn’t the shy, timid teenager anymore he was turning into a young man,” she tells me. I can tell by the way she talks about Kade how much she cares. He is her little brother and she looks out for him. Only three years difference but she is so much more mature.

  “How long have you and John been married?” I ask her interested. I am also wondering if they might be planning on children in the near future. I love kids and would love to help out babysitting.

  “I was twenty-three when we got married so it’s been three years,” she tells me.

  “Oh that’s sweet,” I reply. “Babies must be coming soon then?” I query hoping not to overstep the mark, just trying to be friendly.

  “We have talked about trying in a year, I can’t wait,” Ebony smiles as she says that.

  “Oh that’s exciting, put me and Kade down to babysit,” I say giggling, wondering if Kade is good with kids, or even interested in kids.

  “Sounds like a plan, we can have a night out and you can look after the baby,” she tells me.

  “Well I’m going to go in and get some sleep,” I say to Ebony.

  “Did Kade tell you I’ve never been water ski-ing so I’m going to try tomorrow for the first time,” I add.

  “Oh you will be fine, if I can do it I think anyone can,” she laughs. I’ve done knee boarding before but my tummy is still doing flips thinking about stacking it or the rope cutting into my fingers. My motto in life is that I’ll try anything and everything once. I’ve already gone parachuting out of a plane, bungee
jumping, and parasailing.

  I say good night to Kade. “I’ll be in soon baby,” he tells me and kisses me. I must have crashed pretty quickly as I didn’t hear him.

  I wake up to the warm sun shining through the sea themed curtains; it reminds me that I’m away from all the stresses of work, uni and family. I roll over and snuggle into Kade, waking up next to the man that I love, the one that has stolen my heart that I had hidden away for so long, is one of the best feelings on the planet. He is my saviour from the demons of my past, he has made me into a stronger, healthier woman and I’ll be eternally grateful.

  I have a light brekkie, not wanting to spew it up while trying water-skiing. Damn do I really wanna do this? Of course you wimp!

  Kade is pumped. “Let’s go guys, the sooner the boat is in the sooner we can jump some waves and I can teach my girl some tricks of the trade,” he says laughing.

  “Rox you are gonna love the feeling when you get up on the ski’s baby, it’s awesome,” he tells me hugging me. Well that has relaxed me, the fact that he is so excited about me trying this. It’s something fun to him and an interest he has so I guess to get me involved has a special meaning to him.

  “Let’s get this over and done with,” I say sarcastically as I punch him. “Just don’t laugh at me when I stack ten times before I get my balance okay punk,” I joke to him.

  “I won’t laugh. Practice is the key; every stack will teach you what not to do the next time.” He turns all ski coach on me now.

  “Okay coach,” I joke again. He pokes out his tongue at me.

  John reverses the boat down the boat ramp and I can tell he’s done it before. Kade is in his boat, it’s silver, white and blue. Can’t say I know a lot about boats, but he raves about the engine and power so it sounds tough enough.

  “Come down this way, we will wait on the sand for the boys to drive over,” Ebony tells me.

  “Cool, I am excited and nervous at the same time,” I tell

  her. Within five minutes John is back from parking Kade’s Ute and we see Kade driving his boat towards us. Kade with his shirt off, sunglasses on, hair all wind-blown is a damn near perfect fucking sight. I smile at him, smirk even and as he smiles back I swear he knows what I am thinking.

  “Like something you see Miss Thorne?” he asks me cheekily.

  “Well actually yes there is a hot hunky guy driving a boat around this lake, I will have to keep an eye on him,” I say very, very flirtatiously. He slaps my butt. “Hey mister don’t touch what you can’t afford,” I say. He laughs. Then he pulls me in for an embrace.

  “Hey you two can’t you keep your hands off each other for more than ten minutes at a time,” John says joking.

  “Oh come on honey, we were like that once,” Ebony jokes back. I take the seat up front next to Kade, a little unsure of his plan and where the best place on the lake to ski is. I have faith so I’m sure he knows what he is doing.

  “Rox I’ll get John to ski first and I’ll talk you through what he does that way when you are ready to try you have more of an idea okay?” Kade says to me while driving along in the boat.

  “All good baby,” I say back and wink at him.

  It takes me four attempts to get up on the skis; it does feel amazing when I manage to stand up. “Woo hoo Roxy you did it!” Kade yells from the boat while John drives. I feel like I’m floating on the water, carefree and calm out here on the lake. When I eventually fall, I get up again on the first try.

  “Wow baby you were right I loved it, skiing may be a new fun past time of mine.” I beam to him.

  “You are talented Rox, very clever Miss Thorne,” he says sweetly and kisses me on the lips.

  That night gets a bit messy; we are playing poker and having shots when we lose. Why am I out the most? “Hey this game is not fair, I’m the worst player,” I admit laughing.

  “Yep that’s the plan,” Kade tells me laughing.

  “Are you trying to take advantage of me Mr. Thomas?” I challenge him in my drunken state.

  “Always,” he replies and kisses me. I pull back all hot and bothered. “Think it’s time for bed Rox, what do you think?” Kade questions me with lust in his gorgeous brown eyes.

  “Yep definitely take me to bed Mr. Thomas,” I emphasise the word bed as he carries me into the room and we have hot, steamy drunken sex. I swear I will never get my fill of this man.

  Chapter 11

  A Release

  Kade

  To me surfing is an addiction; it was my only addiction until I met Roxy.

  Now I eat, sleep and breathe this amazing woman that I can’t go a day without seeing.

  But I need to focus on surfing if I want to win the Australian Open and go pro.

  Surfing is all about seeking out that one unrideable wave and conquering it.

  It’s about mastering each and every wave I attempt.

  I love to surf; it gives me a rush, a rush unlike any other sports I have tried before.

  There is a lot of skill involved in surfing; it’s not just standing up on a board. You need to wait and be patient for the good waves, the big waves.

  I spend a lot of time thinking out there where it’s just me on my board, the rush of the ocean, my own secluded paradise and the warmth of the salt water. I feel more at home on the sea than anywhere else in the world.

  Failing is not a possibility.

  I need to have my head on straight. I can be successful at surfing, make money by triumphing in something I love. How cool would that be?

  I am strong and powerful. Only the weak fail, give up and withdraw. That is not me.

  Look at me and Roxy, I didn't give up, well almost, and she was still the hardest shell to crack, a closed door with a padlock and no key. She is my Bermuda Triangle. But I love her all the same.

  The jealousy and second guessing is one thing I can't handle. I am 100% committed and would never and will never cheat. She should know that by now and trust me! I feel her struggle with that sometimes. She trusts me but not them. The guys from her past, they left her untrusting and hurt.

  I tell her constantly I am not them so let them go. Believe in me, in us and let's build a life together.

  I am distracted again by this woman.

  Focus on surfing Kade I mentally correct my thoughts.

  The horizon, the waves and breaks, the swell of the sea...

  “Kade get your arse out there and practise surfing, you are not here to daydream,” the coach yells at me somewhat angrily.

  “Sorry coach, I’m focused from here on out,” I shout back to him.

  I start to paddle out; the water is cool, refreshing and calming to me, especially after work. There’s a decent swell today, but for practice they all count.

  Every other day is fitness and strength training, it’s not my favourite part but it gets me ready, stronger and fitter so I can smash the surfing competition.

  I paddle out ready for the next break, it’s a small one but decent. It’s about a three footer so I increase my speed, paddling faster and harder. I stand up on my board keeping my knees bent and staying low.

  I ride the wave; it’s a blissful and a clean ride. I add a manoeuvre called a Jumping Jack just for fun and practice, all manoeuvres count for points in the heats. I stay up for fifteen seconds knowing the peak of the wave is at its end, so I dive into the water. It’s much better to dive in and not get thrown off into the abyss of the ocean. Even myself being an experienced swimmer you can never tell what Mother Nature will throw at you.

  I paddle back to shore, impressed with my wave. “Nice wave Kade,” Coby from my squad calls out.

  “Thanks man, it felt awesome,” I reply still reeling from my surf.

  “Go for a jog and stretch after that wave Kade,” coach insists calling out.

  “No problem coach,” I answer. I drop my board and jog it

  out.

  Chapter 12

  It’s Getting Hot in Here

  Roxy

  “Damn bab
y you can wake me up like that every friggen day Roxy,” Kade says to me smirking. It’s four in the morning and I knew if I wanted to get sex in before surfing I’d have to set my alarm on my phone, so I did. I wake him up by stroking his long length and he is instantly hard.

  I am already damp just rubbing him and thinking of him being inside me again so I pull the sheets back and start to climb onto his shaft. Kade’s beautiful coffee coloured eyes are on me. “Morning baby,” he says chuckling.

  “Hi,” I say in our cheeky greeting. Then I push down so he enters into my wet core, sliding in so nicely.

  “Damn baby, you are soaking I love it,” Kade declares to me while he thrusts upwards.

  I move slowly up and down creating a steady rhythm that makes us feel so connected, so spiritual and emotional. “I am so in love with you Kade, do you know that?” I announce to him as I ride him steadily. I move around in circles to enhance his penetration, taking him deeper and deeper. I stop moving. “Do you want me to keep going baby? Or stop?” I ask him teasing, knowing how much he loves my rhythm.

  “Keep moving Roxy, please keep moving,” he begs me greedily so I obey and move faster this time, round and round. I can feel my own release getting closer so I move more and more creating enough friction to send me over the edge. As my orgasm hits me it sends shivers between my legs, the vibrations make my whole body shake. I see sparkles and fireworks making me feel high and glorious. “I’m close too,” Kade admits squirming underneath me, he starts thrusting harder and faster as he comes inside of me. I collapse on top of him all sweaty and spent. What is it about sex in the mornings that feels so fantastic?

  Kade showers getting ready for surfing while I plan on sleeping a bit longer. I swear we are like rabbits lately; we have managed three times in one day quite a few times now actually.

  Kade is definitely not as experienced in different positions but he is trying some new ones and damn he is showing me what pleasure is all about.