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  “You’re amazing,” he vows back to me.

  Pushing in further and further until he’s all the way in, man this boy is big. I thrust my hips up to him and it goes even deeper before he pulls out, and then pushes back in as deep as he can. Shit, he is gonna make me come again in record time with that piece of machinery.

  “Yes!” I scream and meet him thrust for thrust. He moves faster and harder, still kissing me, sucking my tongue, nibbling my ear, kissing my neck.

  This feels so good, so much better than any other time, shit am I falling in love with this guy? Then I feel it, my second orgasm of the night hits me hard, a huge long shudder that knocks me to the core. I’m on fire, screaming, “Yes, yes, yes!” It lasts for what feels like minutes and I’m brought back to earth by Kade pushing harder, faster and emptying himself into me.

  “Roxy,” he grunts and grips me tight as I feel his orgasm hit him. He kisses me gently, softly, with so much sweetness and I swear I can hear his soul bearing itself to me, giving itself over to me. That was making love, not fucking. We both lay spent on the bed. “That was amazing baby,” he says to me, looking into my eyes as I cuddle into him. “It definitely was amazing baby.”

  “The best even,” I say. “Can I tell you a secret?” he asks.

  “Of course, you can tell me anything Kade.”

  “That was my first time,” he says blushing bright red.

  “What?”

  “No way, you said there were two others.” I’m in shock.

  “Two others that I fooled around with not actually had sex with.” He looks away from me embarrassed. Wow. I was not expecting that one.

  “Look at me baby,” I tell him. “I am so honored to be your first, it felt so special and now it’s a hundred times more special.” He looks into my eyes and gives me the biggest grin ever.

  “I’m so glad my first time was with you Roxy. I will always remember it, till the day I die.” I kiss him with so much emotion and cuddle into him.

  “You mean the world to me Kade and I’m grateful for you

  being in my life every day,” I admit to him. Shit I am falling hard for this man.

  “Now I’m even more grateful for your hot body and huge dick because I can have it whenever I please!” He totally cracks up laughing.

  “Oh is that so gorgeous girl? Well let me tell you something, I’m going to take you so much you won’t be able to walk.”

  “Promise baby?” I say teasingly.

  “You better believe it, you’ve created a sex obsessed monster and I’m all yours.”

  So this is contentment.

  Chapter 7

  Such a Romantic

  Kade is big on kissing when we see each other, holding hands and lots of romantic dinners and dates together. This is all new to me but it’s so nice being spoiled and treated like a queen. He definitely knows how to make a girl feel special. We have had the safe sex talk and I’m on the pill so we decide to ditch the condoms, he trusts me enough that I have always used them in the past.

  Tonight he’s taking me to a cute little Italian restaurant called Candelabra’s near his place but first I get to meet his parents. Oh my god, it's scary, exciting, and crazy all at the same time. Who would have thought a few months ago, being such a wild girl I would be meeting some guys parents and in a relationship?

  I drive over to his place; I can smell the salt in the air knowing the beach can't be too far, what with Kade’s surfing addiction and all.

  I choose jeans and a simple black top for tonight, nothing short or low cut. I want to make a good impression on his parents so that they approve of us being together.

  From what Kade tells me, his mother can be very strict when it comes to the opposite sex. I guess when I have children one day I would want to find the best possible partner and match for them and not just let anyone steal their affections. I pull up to the curb not wanting to park in the driveway and stake my claim just yet.

  Their family home is a cute little red brick home with a veranda. The gardens are nicely maintained, I like that the rose bushes are all very neat looking. I notice the car in the drive is a little silver pulsar, something similar to what I drive, more of a females car, easier to drive so I’m assuming it’s his mothers. I know her name is Vicky and she works in an office but that’s all I know about her so far.

  Kade has heard my arrival and comes out to greet me, I’m smiling all googly eyed at him, he has me acting just like a little school girl lately. It’s amazing how your feelings can grow and bloom in such a short period of time. He opens my door and I climb out and go right into his arms as he kisses me. “Hi,” he says to me.

  “Hi there,” I answer back to him. “So I’m a bit nervous, what if your mum doesn’t like me?” I question.

  “Of course she will like you, you are amazing,” he tells me sincerely and I feel my heart skip. The word amazing really sums up how I feel about him.

  “Well you are amazing yourself and very handsome,” I admit to him and kiss him again. I am secretly hoping that his mother isn’t watching us through the window. How embarrassing.

  He takes my hand as we walk into his house. I notice inside is all painted white, very neutral, a touch on the boring side but the vibe feels so warm and cosy. The front hall stand is stunning, a white stand and mirror with embroidered patterns all around. Sitting on top is a bouquet of fake lavender in a vase. There are pictures of Kade and his sister Ebony on the walls in the hallway. I giggle at the photos of Kade as a baby and as a child. “You were so cute, oh my god look at you!” I point and giggle. He seems unimpressed. Ah-ha I have found an easy way to stir him.

  We continue into the lounge room; they have two arm chairs and a three seater, all in maroon suede.

  “Mum, dad, Roxy is here,” Kade calls out. I take a deep quiet breath.

  “Out here honey,” I hear a woman’s voice calling from outside. We walk through the kitchen, which is slightly outdated, but looks well-loved with its cute little ornaments and very well maintained and clean. Kade opens a sliding door onto a back decking so I follow him out. His mother and father are sitting at their outdoor setting with their dogs. “Roxy, this is my mum Vicky and my dad Robert,” Kade says as his dad stands first and shakes my hand and then kisses me on the cheek.

  “Hi Roxy, it’s nice to meet you finally. Kade talks about you constantly,” he says to me smiling.

  That is nice to know that I’m talked about. His dad is very grey, almost white haired, with glasses. He has fair skin not at all like Kade. He is dressed in shorts and a collared shirt, casual yet smart. “It’s great to meet you too,” I tell him. “Your house is lovely,” I add.

  “Thank you,”’ he responds. “This is Kade's mum Vicky,” he tells me as Vicky stands up and gives me a hug.

  “Oh here she is the one that stole my son,” she tells me laughing.

  I giggle too, not sure if that was a joke or not. “It’s lovely to meet you Vicky, I’ve heard a lot about you guys as well,” I say. She has very short brown hair, it’s styled nicely and brown eyes. She has minimal make up on and is wearing jeans and a nice pink blouse; she actually reminds me of my own mother.

  “Did the drive take you long?” she asks. “Kade mentioned you live in North Sydney.”

  “Not long at all just over fifteen minutes,” I answer. “Manly is such a great area you are in, I could smell the ocean when I drove in,” I comment, trying to make an effort and not come across as shy and quiet.

  “The ocean is only five minutes away Rox, I’ll take you for a drive after dinner,” Kade tells me and smiles at me. When I look into his eyes, I’m home. It’s all worth it when I know he is the one I’m meant to be with.

  “Well we better head off in about five minutes if we wanna make our booking,” Kade tells me. “I’ll just show Roxy around some more first,” he tells his parents. Glad that’s over, thank god.

  “Bye, nice to meet you again,” I tell Vicky and Robert.

  “Bye guys have
a great time,” Vicky adds.

  Kade has my hand and drags me down the hall and into his bedroom; it still surprises me that someone of his maturity has yet to move out of home. He closes it slightly and pulls me in for a kiss, a kiss that is passionate and loving and sweet all in one. I pull back, very out of breath and smile at him. “So this is your room huh,” I say. “Typical boy’s room, very boring,” I add and laugh.

  “Hey just because it’s not all modern and colourful like your apartment it doesn’t mean it’s boring,” he pokes me jokingly.

  “Anyway, we have your place, and it’s nicer and more private so looks like I’ll be there quite a bit. Well until you get sick of me anyway,” he jokes.

  “I’m not sick of you yet, and plan on having you around for a lot longer yet baby,” I tell him and kiss him again. It’s his turn to pull back all breathless.

  “Let’s go before I throw you on my bed and I don’t think mum and dad would approve of the screams,” he laughs and drags me out of his room. “Bye guys,” Kade yells out and they yell back “Bye, have fun.”

  I throw Kade my keys and he jumps in the driver seat, I love it when he drives my car and I can tell he likes it too. I enjoy being chauffeured. I drive a Mazda; it’s blue in colour and is cute and sporty.

  “Hey you know you gotta meet my mum and Phil now that I’ve met your parent’s right?” I say to him.

  “Sure baby I’d love to meet them,” he tells me sweetly. “Do you ever see or speak to your dad?” he asks me not realising it’s a sore point.

  “Nope he left when I was five and that’s the last time I saw him,” I answer quickly hoping he doesn’t ask any more questions.

  We drive for ten minutes and pull into a car park. I get the waft of salt water again, but now I can hear the waves crashing on the sand. “That’s an amazing sound,” I say to Kade.

  The restaurant is all lit up with fairy lights. “Wow this place

  looks beautiful and very romantic.” I squeeze Kade’s hand as we walk up to the door. I smile, I’m so happy that we are getting more serious and our relationship is more than just hot and fantastic sex.

  As the waitress shows us to our table, I notice the sensational view from our window.

  The waves from the ocean are crashing onto the sand and there are a few sea gulls still hanging around. The sun is setting, beautiful colours of orange, yellow and red light up the sky and well damn if this doesn’t set the mood I don’t know what will.

  “Oh my god Kade, this is perfect,” I tell him excitedly all the while I’m smiling like a fool.

  “I’m glad you approve, I asked for the best view and they didn’t disappoint that’s for sure,” he tells me.

  “What can I get you two to drink?” a middle aged blonde haired waitress asks us.

  “I’ll have a glass of white wine please,” I say as Kade answers, “A light beer please.”

  “Can I bring out some garlic pizza or bruschetta for starters?” she inquires.

  “Garlic pizza sounds good babe,” I say to Kade.

  “Totally,” he agrees.

  “We will have the garlic pizza please,” I tell the waitress as she writes on her note pad.

  “I will be back in a few minutes to get the order for your entrées and main dishes.”

  “Thank you,” Kade tells her.

  I open up my menu and catch Kade staring at me so I smile back at him. “What do you want to eat baby?” I ask him wondering what he would eat from somewhere so fancy.

  “I wanna eat you up later,” he tells me and I laugh.

  “That can be arranged for a good price,” I say.

  “Oh really and how much would you charge?” he questions with a large grin.

  “Way outta your price league surfer boy,” I tell him smirking. “We need to focus on our food babe or it will take forever to get here,” I remind him though I am still smiling.

  “I am going to have the fettuccini boscaiola for main, it is delicious,” I tell him and lick my lips thinking of the creamy taste.

  “I’ll get garlic prawns for entrée, you sure you don’t want an entrée Rox?”

  “No thanks, I’ll have trouble getting through the bread and pasta. Plenty of carbs,” I respond.

  “You will need your energy for later,” he winks at me. “For the main I’ll get the surf and turf, you know I love my steak,” Kade adds.

  As we are waiting for the waitress I decide to ask about his surfing, I know he is training hard. “How is the surfing going?” I enquire.

  “We are smashing it, coach is really happy with our techniques and our fitness levels are increasing each week, next week is strength training at the gym,” he tells me and there’s that passion and glint of something special in his eyes.

  “Awesome baby, I’m glad it’s coming along, you will be so prepared for the comp,” I squeeze his hand as I tell him.

  Our drinks and garlic pizza arrive quickly. I take a sip of my wine. “It’s delicious,” I tell Kade. It is just as sweet as I like, not as bubbly as some others. I pull apart the garlic pizza and put a piece onto my side plate, and then I put a piece on Kade’s plate. I use my knife and fork to cut it, as we are at a fancy restaurant I figure I should use my manners. “Damn this is good bread, melts in my mouth,” I say while still chewing the delicious bread.

  Kade picks his up and has a bite. “Yep it’s definitely good,” he adds having another bite and he must enjoy it as he goes straight for another piece. I sometimes wonder where it goes; he is a bottomless pit. But he’s so cut and toned there is not an ounce of fat on him.

  “You are lucky you know that, you can eat what you like and you still look like that,” I point to his physique.

  “You should come watch me train one day baby then you would see why I don’t put on weight, it’s pretty intense,” he tells me. With that I realise it’s been two months and I’ve never seen him train, so I will make that a new goal of mine.

  “I will leave work early one day and come to watch,” I tell him smiling, thinking of him all hot and sweaty and dripping wet. Dinner is amazing, absolutely cooked to perfection.

  “How was everything this evening?” the owner of the restaurant, a short Italian man with dark hair, goatee and moustache asks us when we pay the bill.

  “It was fantastic, couldn’t have gotten a better meal in

  Italy,” I tell him giving him the highest compliment possible.

  “That’s wonderful, glad to hear it. Please come again love birds,” he says.

  “Thank you,” Kade tells him as they shake hands. Very macho.

  I let Kade pay for the dinner even though I tell him we would split it. “No way, don’t insult me. The male always pays in my eyes,” he tells me. So I punch him teasingly on his arm.

  “Thanks baby,” I say sincerely.

  “If you can hold out ten more minute’s baby I have another plan for dessert,” he tells me smirking.

  We jump in my car and drive for a little bit before he pulls up near a wharf and an ice creamery. Yum I think to myself. What a perfect idea. I smile at him assuring him it was a great idea. He opens my door and takes my hand. We walk into the ice cream shop and look at the gelato flavours.

  “I’ll have the double chocolate please,” I tell the girl that works there, as I have a severe chocolate addiction.

  “And I’ll have the mango and vanilla please,” Kade tells her. The girl couldn’t be any older than sixteen and is completely smitten with Kade; I guess it’s kind of cute.

  He holds my free hand and guides me down the wharf and onto the beach. Oh wow I didn’t realise we were at the beach. The waves are crashing onto the sand. The wind picks up blowing my hair wild and crazy. The salty smell and freshness from the water is so invigorating. We sit on the sand and he wraps one arm around me, as the wind has a slight chill to it. The lights along the wharf are glistening on the water, the ripples making it sparkle. “It looks so pretty out there,” I say feeling honoured to be here.

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bsp; “Look up at the stars baby,” he tells me. I look up to see the stars are so bright and in the millions, lighting up the sky like sparkling diamonds. The moon is bright in its last half and I’m smiling. This is the perfect setting and perfect end to the perfect night.

  “Well you have definitely outdone yourself tonight Mr. Thomas,” I say smiling hugely. He leans into kiss me. He tastes delicious, all fruity and refreshing with a hint of vanilla. I groan as I deepen the kiss. The coldness of our tongues from the ice cream is heightening the kiss. My tongue is massaging his before he sucks on my tongue. It is feeling amazing. He then proceeds to kiss my neck and my ears and licks my ear, flicking his tongue inside. That drives me wild; licking my ears is always a big turn on for me and tonight I am especially in the mood. His company has me was so turned on and hot right now. My free hand is in his hair, pulling it and scraping my nails across his scalp. I rub my forehead along his cheek as he keeps flicking my ear with his tongue. I moan again.

  “Do you like that baby?” he asks. “We better finish these ice creams and then I’ll finish what I started,” he tells me. “Wanna try some mango?” he asks so sweetly offering to share.

  “Sure.” I lick it and it does divine things to my taste buds, it’s very sweet and fruity. “Yum it’s delicious,” I say to him.

  “I want to tell you something baby,” Kade says to me now gaining my full attention. My eyes are on his now.

  “I love you Roxy, do you know that?” he says and wow that is on my list for best moments ever! I feel it too. It has been two months together, two wonderful, passionate, and perfect months. He holds my hands, looks into my eyes and says it again, “I Love you Roxy.” My heart skips a beat and I am overcome with the happiest of emotions that has me grinning like the Cheshire cat. I kiss him on the lips and say,

  “I love you too baby, so much already.” Now it was his turn to smile.

  “Really? You love me too baby?” he asks.

  “I definitely love you Kade,” I respond. He throws his ice cream onto the sand and picks me up spinning me around.