Breaking My Heart Page 5

  He starts the motor and I love the roar of the engine it’s a V8 I know that much. It’s very fitting for him, such a strong car for a strong man.

  “I’m starving. I can’t wait for dinner,” I tell him squeezing his thigh.

  “I am starving too. Work was super busy today; I was put in charge of a new construction project, lots of hard work coming over the next few weeks as well,” he discloses this to me easily.

  “Do you enjoy your job?” I query him. I always find it interesting to see if people are happy in their job or it just brings in the cash.

  “Yeah I do, it’s what I was trained in at seventeen as a trainee, learned a lot and it’s challenging. Every project is unique and gets the brain working,” he confesses to me and I love the detail.

  “That’s great, I remember a job I had a few years back, and I hated it. I was just answering phones all day, it was so boring. I lasted four weeks and had to quit, I was turning into a robot,” I tell him laughing.

  “So this graphic design is what you want to do?” he asks, taking his chance to question me.

  “Yep I totally love it! I love designing, making new plans and sketches, unique, sometimes wacky. It is fun and rewarding seeing the finished product.” I love talking about my work. “Opening my own studio is a dream of mine,” I add, wondering why I’m being so open, and yet feeling totally relaxed while doing it.

  “That’s awesome Roxy; you sound very passionate about it,” he tells me looking into my eyes. His brown glistening irises with yellow specks cause me to inhale a little deeper.

  “Thanks, well I want to make something of myself, don’t wanna regret it down the track that I didn’t study enough for a career,” I say.

  “Yep definitely I admire you for wanting that Roxy, I look at my mother just answering phones in an office and I know she regrets not doing something she loves.” he adds pleased with my ambitioned personality.

  “I guess that’s what I’m hoping for with the surfing too, it’s a hobby I love enormously and the coach says I’m good enough I should go pro and on tour,” he tells me smiling.

  “Oh my god, Kade that is fantastic! I didn’t realise you were that good, I thought it was just fun in your spare time,” I scream at him and rub his hand. His smile is beaming with pride and joy.

  We arrive at the restaurant called Bamboo Garden. “I’ll have the chicken with cashew nuts,” I tell the young waitress who barely speaks English. “What do you want Kade?” I ask him.

  “Beef and black bean sauce, thanks,”’ he tells the girl, who smiles at him.

  “Can we get the large fried rice as well please?” I tell her. “Fried rice okay Kade or do you want boiled?” I check with him in case he doesn’t agree.

  “Perfect,” he replies. When the waitress leaves he grabs my hand, then rubs his leg against mine under the table.

  “You are very professional Roxy, the way you order do you know that?” he confesses to me so sweetly.

  “Oh thanks babe, I guess it comes from work.” I smile at

  him and how far we are progressing. Dinner is great, the food is delicious. I have two wines and Kade has a beer.

  Conversation flows easily and I couldn’t be happier.

  On the drive back to my place I ask, “Do you want to come in for a coffee or night cap?”

  “Yeah sure, I’m enjoying your company too much to leave yet.” Sparks run up my arm when he starts to rub my hand and by the look on his face, he feels the sparks too.

  He parks around the back and I jump out before he can open the door, he’s going to turn me into some male dependant princess, no thanks. I’m Miss Independent remember?

  He grabs my hand as we walk into my building. Unlocking the door, I feel humbled to have him in my life, a star shining bright amongst dull lifeless planets in my dark sky.

  “What do you want to drink, tea, coffee, diet coke?” I ask him.

  “Just a diet coke will do, not a coffee or tea drinker,” he tells me.

  “Perfect diet coke sounds good to me as well.” Thinking if we kiss some more I will have horrid coffee breath, definite turn off. He sits on the couch and I flick on the TV for some background noise and plop down next to him.

  The sexual tension is evident I can feel it coming out of my pores and from Kade's expression and the way he’s looking me up and down, I know he feels it too.

  I need to break the ice so I suggest, “Let's play the get to

  know you game, question for question. I'll start.” Smirking at

  him, he nods and I can see I have his attention. “What is your middle name?” I ask nosily starting with something basic.

  “Well it’s nothing exciting, I’m named after my dad Robert,” he laughs. “Same question for you.” He points.

  “Getting off easy with that one copycat. It’s Lilly like the flower,” I answer smiling, I’ve always liked my middle name, I actually would have rathered that one than Roxanne.

  “Got any tattoos?” I enquire and start to lift his shirt. It’s really to get a peek at his abs and yep just as I thought a six pack, all tanned and toned. He blushes. I love it when he blushes, so sincere and sensitive.

  There has been lots of kissing but that has been it so far, maybe we could take it up a little notch, my mind is always wandering.

  “No tattoos,” he answers.

  “What! Not even one?” I scream.

  “Nope, I never wanted one,” he tells me slightly embarrassed. Then of course he shifts his attention over to me.

  “What about you tough chick, got a tattoo?” He smirks looking over my body.

  “Well tattoo for one or for plural?” I say in my sexy voice.

  “What you have more than one?” he asks shocked, yet totally intrigued.

  “Yep I have two of them, wanna see?” I question hoping he says yes so I can flash him some more skin.

  “Sure I wanna see,” he answers eagerly and I see him

  swallow a lump in his throat.

  “Well there's one on my lower back,” I say as I turn around on the lounge and pull my dress down then I wiggle back into him. I pull it slightly lower than I need to expose my red g-string. “This one is a butterfly, it represents me spreading my wings and taking off someday,” I say truthfully. I can hear him starting to breathe heavier. I turn to face him. “Did you like that one?” I ask cheekily.

  He nods and I can see his dark brown eyes are now filled with lust. I know he liked what he saw, lots of skin and my sexy g-string. A successful operation, I think to myself. “So where is this other tattoo, another sexy place?” he enquires pretty keen to see where it is and what it is.

  “Well yeah, I kind of need to take off my dress to show you, that okay?” I check with him. Don't want to scare him off.

  “You're asking me if you can strip?” he whispers. “Of course get it off,” he says very enthusiastically.

  So I pull down my dress, watching him watch me. I draw his eyes to mine. His facial expression changes to one filled with hunger as he smirks at me. I let my dress drop to the floor, eyes back to him. He is staring like a predator wanting to attack its prey. Damn he's even hotter when he's horny. I step out of my dress, wearing just my lacy red g-string and lacy red bra to match.

  I make sure to turn sideways to reveal my arse naked and all. “So where's the tat?” Kade asks while visibly swallowing another lump in his throat, his eyes running up and down my legs, the g-string, my naked behind. He licks his lips. I wanna taste.

  “Oh yeah the tat,” I laugh. I pull down the front of my g-

  string to reveal a small flower tattoo on my bikini line, allhair free and smooth. I look up at Kade. “Here,” I say.

  “Are you trying to kill me Roxy?” Kade laughs. “Damn both tattoos are hot, you're hot and if you're trying to seduce me it's working,” he adds with a huge grin. I take this as a yes to continue so I walk over to him.

  “So it's working huh?” I giggle. He reaches out his hands and pulls me into him.
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  “Definitely working,” he adds as his hands start on my hips then roam over my exposed arse. Caressing and rubbing my skin, the rough calluses on his hands feel sexy and manly. I push my hands through his hair, letting my nails scrape his scalp. Knowing the head is a very erotic zone. He kisses my stomach.

  “You have an amazing body Roxy,” he tells me obviously very turned on. “It’s so soft, athletic and curvy here,” he says as he squeezes my arse. Wetness pools in my core, I push into him, encouraging his mouth lower. He licks the top of my g-string along my bikini line. I shudder with goose bumps. He then uses his hand to rub around my arse up into my stomach getting lower and lower, teasing. He brushes it past my throbbing core.

  “Hmmmm,” I whisper.

  “Does that feel nice?” he asks continuing to torment me.

  “Ah-huh,” I answer needing more. He rubs again and again, increasing his speed as my heart rate is rapidly rising. His fingers skim my bare flesh exposing my tattoo.

  “This one is my favourite,” he rubs over it with his thumb and then he lowers it to my opening, I am so eager I may combust, he slides one finger inside rubbing and massaging in my wetness around and around. He adjusts so he can fit his hand inside and down into my thong. “Oh Roxy you are so wet,” Kade murmurs so turned on I can hear it in his voice. He pushes another finger inside so slowly, drawing out the anticipation.

  “Yes,” I tell him still standing above his lap, glad Jemma won’t be home till much later. He kisses my stomach and increases his speed. “So nice,” I tell him feeling so aroused. He moves them around perfectly. In and out, I ride his fingers like a mad woman as I get closer to my building orgasm, I am feeling so hot and exposed.

  “Wanna lay down Rox?” he asks, almost urging me to.

  “Yes.” I lay next to him on the lounge. He pulls off my g-string, oh yes I need this release! God I hope he will use his tongue. He uses his hand, rubbing again one finger inside, then two, all the while his other thumb he rubs over my clit.

  “Tell me when I'm on the spot Rox,” he asks a bit unsure.

  Most guys can gage from my reaction but its sweet he asked. He fondles around, I add my hand to his and guide it onto my swollen clit. “Here,” I say intensely. He rubs, oh god that's it. “You’re there Kade!” I scream. He rubs round and round in a nice rhythm while his other hand is continuing to thrust his two fingers into me again and again. He leans over me and kisses me on the lips. I lean up and deepen the kiss. I flick his tongue with my own, all of the stroking and kissing has me feeling amazing.

  The kiss has made this moment much more passionate, hot and damn sexy. He rubs my clit over and over. “I'm close,” I tell him barely able to speak. He increases his rubbing and the thrusting of his fingers inside me. Damn the boy is good with his hands. I feel my release coming. “Yes!” I scream rocking on his fingers, seeing fireworks, my body spasms as I explode all over his hand.

  I lay reeling from my orgasm then open my eyes as he

  moves his hands away and kisses me softly. “Did that feel nice honey?” he asks tenderly. That's another first; normally the guy gets off and doesn't worry about getting me off.

  “Yes it felt amazing.” I kiss him back.

  “Guess our twenty questions got side-tracked,” Kade laughs deeply.

  “I think so,” I laugh with him. “Well actually I've got another question... It’s kinda intimate. Do you mind?” I ask trying to gage his response.

  “Pretty intimate so far wouldn't you say?” he chuckles pleasantly.

  “Well okay, so do you like the thought of my mouth on you? I kind of owe you something.” He blushes pink.

  “You don't owe me anything Roxy I enjoyed pleasing you,” he answers honestly.

  “I will enjoy pleasing you too, trust me.” I kiss him again and start to push him down so he is lying on the couch. I softly rub into his crotch. Hmmm it is nice and hard. “Are you are hard for me Kade?” I say looking into his lustful eyes.

  He kisses me and deepens it with his tongue as he thrusts up into me. I run my nails down his chest and make my way to his button and then his zipper. Locking eyes with him, I feel him twitch, almost anticipating my hands on him. I knew he felt large but wow I think he may be bigger than before. I lift up his shirt and kiss his stomach. Then pull down his jeans, laughing when each leg gets stuck. This foreplay is fun; I had almost forgotten how exciting it could be. I kiss his stomach down to the edge of his blue boxers, watching his eyes; they are dilated and shining with want. I rub my hands up his legs and across his large hardness. He jumps as his cock throbs through his boxers; I start to rub up and down making him moan. I instantly love the sound of him being pleasured.

  Before I take off his clothes I tell him mischievously, “You have too many clothes on mister.” I help him remove his shirt and confess to him, “Your body is hot Kade, so toned and muscular.” I kiss his chest, lick his nipples and kiss down his abs, I love how defined his stomach is. I reach and pull down his boxer shorts, his shaft is monstrous, hard and thick and it bounces free making me wet from the sight. I want to ride it. But I won’t just yet. Tonight is for playing and I want to please this man for his kindness.

  I start with my hand in a tight grasp moving up and down his beautiful cock. He is so rugged and ravishing especially this turned on. I start to kiss his stomach again, teasing while pumping his shaft. I rub my cheek along him, then my lips and then I start to kiss his large cock. His eyes look to mine and I smile and then lick from base to tip, holding it upwards in my hand. I put the tip to my lips again as I gaze into his chocolate eyes. I open my mouth wide and start to tease him nice and slowly, little by little I take his length, I twirl my tongue around his tip with every intention of showing him how a real woman pleasures a man with her mouth. I look up to see his reaction as I thrust his length into my throat, one swift suck as deep as I can. Kade moans. It is such a beautiful sound. I thrust him into my mouth again, deep throating him over and over again. I use my other hand and pump him while I’m sucking.

  I am dripping on his leg from being so turned on by his pleasure. Faster and faster I suck and pump, wanting to please and pleasure and taste this amazing man before me.

  “Arrrgggghhhh,” he moans. “I’m close Rox,” he says and I love hearing him say Rox. I increase my pace like a crazy woman, wanting him to come faster and harder than he has before. He shudders beneath me and shakes as he comes in a large spurt into my mouth. I swallow his come and I am pleased to say he is the only one I’ve ever swallowed for. Yep can you believe it? This is the first time I’ve ever wanted to.

  I lick my lips and smile. “Oh Roxy, that was amazing, damn. Thank you,” he tells me. “You didn’t have to swallow; I wouldn’t have expected you to.”

  “Wanna know something?” I ask him.

  “You can tell me anything Rox,” he says.

  “I’ve never actually swallowed before but with you I just wanted too, is that weird?” I add.

  “That’s special baby,” he says smiling at me. “Can I call you baby? It’s more intimate than babe and I’m feeling pretty close to you tonight.” He smirks.

  “Yep I love it, but only if I can call you baby too,” I add grinning.

  “Deal.” Kade bargains. I stand up to put my g-string and dress back on, not tempting us both with being naked on my bottom half or I may just jump him before I can control myself. He does the same, and then we cuddle on the lounge.

  We are both reeling from our orgasms and the enchanting company of each other is heaven. It’s close to two in the morning when Kade tells me, “I better go baby, I gotta get up for surfing practice in the morning.” He kisses my nose. “Wanna meet me afterwards for a swim? It’s meant to be a scorching hot day tomorrow.” He invites me.

  “Definitely, can you leave your wetsuit off baby?” I tease. I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of seeing his gorgeous abs. He stands up holding my hands and pulls me in for an embrace so warm and caring.

  “Thank you ag
ain,” he says.

  I kiss him and say, “There will be plenty more where that came from, I won’t be able to keep my hands off you baby.”

  “I hope that’s a promise as my hands will be on your body every possible second,” he responds smiling in a way that makes me feel content.

  Chapter 6

  Live and Learn

  It’s Saturday afternoon and I’ve spent it with Kade at the beach. We grab an early dinner at the pub, where we are meeting his best mate Pete and his fiancée Emma. “So this is the infamous Roxy?” Emma says upon meeting me.

  “Hi Emma nice to meet you,” I tell her trying not to be a bitch back, what is this chick’s problem?

  “Hi Roxy it’s great to meet you, Kade talks about you non-stop,” Pete says to me and kisses my cheek. “You too Pete, Kade has told me plenty of stories about you two,” I say laughing.

  “We haven’t heard from you in a couple weeks Kade, you too busy for us now?” Emma asks rudely.

  “Just spending time with Roxy, working, and surfing;

  Emma, life is busy,” Kade replies and I’m instantly annoyed that he needs to justify himself to her.

  So I am happy that after we eat Emma says, “Well it will have to be short and sweet, we are heading to mum’s now to talk wedding stuff. Great to see you again Kade, don’t be a stranger, we miss you.” She gets up to leave then hugs Kade.

  Then she looks to me. “Nice to finally meet you Roxy.” Then she starts to walk to her car.

  “Nice to meet you too and you Pete,” I say trying to restrain myself from saying something I will regret.

  “Bye Roxy,” Pete yells running off to catch up to his fiancée.

  “What the fuck is her problem Kade?” I ask him angrily.

  “She is just a spoiled only child, always been that way,” he answers me.

  “Does she have feelings for you?” I enquire trying to gage why the hell she cares so much about his life.

  “No way. We have always been like brother and sister,” he says with a screwed up look showing me disgust. That makes me feel a lot better.